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mood:  I like this fox. =D He's coo' music: The Pixies: Where is my mind?
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| 09:55am 13/01/2005 |
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mood:  RaWr! music: Rancid - Django
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Rawr... I got suspended for fighting in school again. >_. And it's more like a seven day vacation due to the weekend. And it's boring too since I'm not supposed to be on the comp... but I don't care. And I can't see shit ue to the fact my glasses got banged up.
The worst part is I lost... badly. x.x I was even KOed at one point in the fight. But it was kinda funny 'cause everyone was pissed at him and they'd be like "Ohhhh... sweety, are you okay?" to me. x3 But.. that's probably due to the fact that my face was bleeding like a waterfall.
And now I gotta go back to therapy, and now I gotta go to the guindance counsler. Both suck ass. |
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| King Henry dates ladies, maidens, and grandmas during cold months |
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| 03:35pm 12/11/2004 |
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mood:  NUUUU!!! music: I forget... ._.
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o.O' *ehem*
Huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuugggggggggssss!! e_o Our school banned hugs, the evil devils! Taxation without representation is tyranny, mofos!
Well... We're not taxed... But lunch costs a shitload! So, tyranny I say! Foosha.
And... and we're getting uniforms next year. Nuuuu!! *dies* This is so, so messed up, and wrong, and just plain sick! x.x We have to wear skirts!! Skirts!
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| Zeru saw teh saw. o.O' |
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| 12:04pm 07/11/2004 |
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mood:  Fo shizzle, yo. music: Some music from saw? o.O'
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Bling bling, yo.
Merr.. anywho.. Zeru went to see the saw... Bashing time! The story rocked, but the acting was so incredibly horrible! This one dude got more and more of an accent the closer the movie ended. At first he was like all "Lookit me, I'm manly. Grrrr" Then, "D'you know where I can get a spot of tea, old bean?" |
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| 07:07pm 01/11/2004 |
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mood:  Thinking about some things... music: Papa Roach - Getting away with murder
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I know, I know, I havn't updated in forever, so shoot me, it might actually do me some good. If you've guess'd it, you're fucking right, I'm depressed. Suicidal depressed. I think I feel a bit better that I got alot of it off my chest. Guidance Consler? Nooo. Internet buddy. Yeah.. Me and Dragon were talking about his weekend, then we got on the subject of mine.. Mine, er, not so good. Not so good in the fact that I almost killed myself again. Shit, this sucks. Anyways, it feels good to pour your guts out to someone you hardly know and is hundreds of miles away from you. THat way, you know rumors won't spread. Rumors suck. Anywho, for you morbid freaks who get pleasure in mental pain, here's the pathetic conversation.
Snowfang360 [4:45 PM]: *slumps back* I don't feel much in the mood for pettings..
StarIess Dragon [4:48 PM]: I sorry
Snowfang360 [4:49 PM]: *le sigh* Dammit... everytime I think about my life, it feels like it's going farther and farther down the fucking toilet..
Snowfang360 [5:03 PM]: not that you should give a shit
StarIess Dragon [5:06 PM]: Aww, sorry to hear that ::Hugglesqueezescritchscritch:: Don't suppose there's anything I can do to help?
StarIess Dragon [5:06 PM]: And sorry about the delay, was talking with my brother
Snowfang360 [5:07 PM]: Unless you have a gun you can send me via fedex... no
StarIess Dragon [5:08 PM]: Heh, sorry, no guns here.
Snowfang360 [5:10 PM]: Then nope... not much help
StarIess Dragon [5:11 PM]: Sorries ::Petpetscritch::
Snowfang360 [5:12 PM]: Yeah... that leads me to a new point... I almost killed myself yesterday, happy fucking halloween
StarIess Dragon [5:15 PM]: Aww, I'm sorry! ::Hugglesqueeze::
Snowfang360 [5:18 PM]: --; And to make it worse, I went to school today hoping that the company of my friends would make me feel better, and I get completely ignored.
StarIess Dragon [5:19 PM]: Aww, that sucks! ::Glares at her friends::
StarIess Dragon [5:20 PM]: I hope you feel better tomorrow. I guess if they don't know how upset you are or something they don't really know to try and help.
Snowfang360 [5:22 PM]: But it's not like I want advice, or really any comfort from them. I just really want some positive attention. The only attention I got today was negitive. My parents blaming me for something I didn't do, the kids who usually taunt me made today a living hell again
StarIess Dragon [5:25 PM]: ::Nods:: Yeah, you just wanna feel important or needed or appreciated sometimes, amd it really sucks when no one seems to feel that way. But they do, you just gotta do your best to put up with the shit like that, and understand they still love you or still like you or whatever it is for the person, and try and wait for the good things, and do your best to ignore the shitheads that taunt you and things like that. ::Nuzzlehug::
Snowfang360 [5:31 PM]: I guess you're pretty much right... But I can't help getting pissed off, and that gets me in trouble and that means my parents'll disapprove of me and that always makes me feel worse. Just the other day I found a book about 'depressed teens' in my moms little book collection, a book mark still in it. That got me pissed so I took a knife and chopped away at the sides of the walls and my parents are starting to notice it and the blame is automatically put on me even though they have no evidence, they just do
Snowfang360 [5:32 PM]: don't freaking trust me! I get punished for the same things my sister gets away with. SHe's their favorite and if she's taunting me and I punch her, I get in trouble with out even being able to defend my case!
StarIess Dragon [5:33 PM]: Yeah, I know you can't help getting pissed off about things like that, it's just all you can really do is try your hardest to keep from getting to upset, and understand that certain people still love and appreciate you no matter what, I know, cause I've been in situations like that plenty of times. As for the book, try not to get really mad at that, cause at least your mother is trying to understand, you know? Maybe when she finishes the book she'll treat you better ::Laughs:: You can hope right? Or read it
StarIess Dragon [5:34 PM]: yourself and point things out to her to try and make her understand, I dunno. I'm sure it's not a bad thing though, as frustrating as it is. ::Petscritch:: As for your sis getting away with stuff you don't, well, sadly that's pretty normal for many families. They don't mean to do it and it doesn't mean they don't love you, they're just jerks sometimes lol, like everyone else in the world. ::Huggle::
Snowfang360 [5:43 PM]: It's hard not to get pissed anymore after supressing my anger for so long! FIrst it was just little annoyances, then they got worse and worse and it's all so very fucked up. But it doesn't feel like they love me anymore -(they being my family) and even if they do, it's pretty pointless if everything they say hurts me. I mean, every little critque hurts. And my dad, he makes me feel like I can't do anything right. He yells at me calls me a little fucker, a bitch and tells me to pull my head outta my ass. And
StarIess Dragon [5:46 PM]: I know it doesn't feel like it, you just gotta have faith that they do. ::Nuzzlelick:: Sorry I can't offer any more help then to try and give some advice or comfort, and to offer an ear to rant too. I know that can help me sometimes.Your dad sounds like one of those mean types who really loves ya, just doesn't know how to show it, and thinks the whole "tough love" approach is best.
Snowfang360 [5:46 PM]: if that's not complete and total disapproval, I dunno what is. And that book was just a bunch of liberal shit, 'least the part I read. It was something about "observing your childs grades" I dunno... liberal crap. ANd now (becuase of the book I think) she's being WAY too... what's the word I'm looking for? Clingy maybe. Every day shes like "Do you want to tell me something?" "Can I help?" "DO you want some help?" And this is coming from the mother who I have to take care of every Saturday and sunday morning
StarIess Dragon [5:47 PM]: Well at least you know she cares and she's worried, you should try not to take that as an insult or anything, and just take as much comfort as you can in the fact she cares.
Snowfang360 [5:48 PM]: becuase she's hung over from going out with my dad the night before. ANd I've heard of sibling rivalry, but who hasn't. I mean, I can't stand it when I get yelled at for something as trivial as not cleaning my room becuase I fell asleep while cleaning it while my sister didn't clean hers yet, poof, nothing happens!
StarIess Dragon [5:49 PM]: ::Nods, petpets and clings:: That is pretty shitty though, your parents shouldn't yell at you for stuff like that. Wish I could help, but I hope at least getting some of it off your chest and knowing some people care will help a little.
Snowfang360 [6:00 PM]: Yeah... But my dad wasn't always like that. I remember we used to be like best buds and now the only time he talks to me-- well, more like yells at me is when I've done something wrong. And it hurts me to see my friends getting along so well with their families. I mean, still they have the sibling rivalries and the 'uncool parents' things, but even I, a member of another family, can see close family ties. It amazes me that when I spend the night at someone else's house, their family sits down to eat for
StarIess Dragon [6:02 PM]: ::Nodnod:: Sounds like some unfortuanate changes, and I guess not really the kind of thing you can talk to him about. ::Hugs, nuzzlepetpet:: Perhaps in time he'll go back that way again. I hope, anyway.
Snowfang360 [6:03 PM]: dinner. Here, it's a free-for-all. But we rarely have any food that isn't sit down dinner type food, and my parents usually go out for dinner, leaving me and my sister fighting over who gets the last package of ramen noodles. I know it sounds a bit trivial to be complaining about not sitting down for dinner... but... I dunno. And RC, one of my closest friends, told me that they actually have a sort of family bonding time where they sit down and take turns reading outloud to eachother. I was, to say the l
StarIess Dragon [6:04 PM]: Nah, it's not trivial, especially when you're already in a bad mood. ::Petpet:: Heh, we don't have any family bonding thing like that, sounds like one of those tv familes lol
Snowfang360 [6:06 PM]: least, dumbfounded. Like, "Do families actual sit down and do things together like those stupid commercials for games?" I asked around, and most people said either they do sit down for dinner or have some sort of game night. The only time we sit down is for holidays or if my grandparents are over. And on the point of grandparents, I'm switching subjects. My grandmother... she's hopeless, but maybe that just comes with aging. She critizes the way I dress and apply make-up ((that it's too gothic)) and she's
StarIess Dragon [6:07 PM]: We sit down to dinner, sometimes, not that often anymore. ::Laughs:: Dont' let grand parents bug you, they're almost always liek that. ::Pets::
Snowfang360 [6:09 PM]: so totally conservitave. She's hates gays, and I have a problem with that. When I tell her that gay people are still people, she looks at me and says, "Why... are you gay?"I just stare at her and walk off... pissed that she would accuse me of being gay just becuase I'm defending someone's rights. I mean, I defend animal rights too, but that doesn't mean I'm a penguin. And... that's all I feel like saying about her... My grandpa... Actually, I love my gramps. But... he's not healthy anymore and suffers from
StarIess Dragon [6:10 PM]: Yeah, old conservative people really piss me off too. Anyone against any kind of human rights really pisses me off.
Snowfang360 [6:10 PM]: all sort of old-people deseases. And I'm afraid he's going to kick the bucket soon. He just got out of a surgery barely alive becuase one of the newer doctors made a mistake. *shakes head*
StarIess Dragon [6:12 PM]: That's sad though, hope he's ok. ::Hugglepetpet::
Snowfang360 [6:16 PM]: I'm gonna go on now... I can't stand school, it's a living hell for me. I mean, sure, ask any popular person and they'd say it'd be great if we didn't have to get up so early. But, they don't have people dogging them all the time. I mean, just today in lunch I got the oh-so-old "Hey, halloween was yesterday." And, this was coming from somebody I've known for years and years. I mean, we were never really friends, but he was never my enemy either. It's those snobs, they say that all the time. I swear to the
StarIess Dragon [6:18 PM]: ::laughs:: Yeah, I hate jerks like that.
Snowfang360 [6:19 PM]: gods, the next person who makes a halloween remark will be strangled by me for as long as I can keep a hold on their throat without getting pulled away. I don't think they know how much it hurts, being as high up on the social scale as it is, but they still know they're finding amusement in someone else's pain, their mental pain. And laughing at someone becuase they're different then you is a hell of alot worse then laughing at someone becuase they tripped or fell out of their seat. I know I shouldn't give
StarIess Dragon [6:21 PM]: Exactly, they dont' mean to hurt you that badly, they just think it's funny, cause they don't udnerstand how it makes you feel. ::Petscritch::
Snowfang360 [6:22 PM]: a shit what they think, but after a while, it starts to hurt. It almost makes me want to stop being me and join the herd of lifeless sheep in an uncreative society of suits and ties. But I know I can't... I'm just fucking different. And, by the looks of it, different is bad. It's all "Hey! Let's make fun of the girl with purple hair!" "What's her name again?" "Uh.. she's Alyssa's sister." Yup... that's my oh-so-very popular name, Alyssa's Sister. Don't I feel special? I get to go down in Mooresville History
StarIess Dragon [6:24 PM]: Nah, different is good! Normality is so boring, they're all pathetic in their own way, and just make fun of the "real cool" people to make themselves feel better then the boring, uninteresting people people they all are. At least that's how I see it.
Snowfang360 [6:26 PM]: as Alyssa's Sister. Maybe that has something to do with it... my sister. Subconsiously, of course. Perhaps I have a vendetta against anyone snobby and hateful like my sister. And, my sister is just like my dad. She calls me ugly and a freak. Now I wonder where that low self esteem came from...? And once again she's like my dad in the fact we used to be like best friends. Sure, we had our differences and sibling squabbles and that she was the dominant older sister, but I'd rather much go back to this than
StarIess Dragon [6:27 PM]: Lol, well your sis sounds like a bitch, so maybe you do feel badly against anyone like her. It would make sense anyway!
Snowfang360 [6:30 PM]: what it's turned into now. When I came outta art club, my friend was greeted by her sister who just got outta track because they were going to go to their mom's room. (she's a teacher). And they hugged. Not like, romance novel hug, but more of a best friend hug. I just stood there, a bit confused. "Wow.. you guys... hugged." They looked confused, "So..?" "Nothing..."
StarIess Dragon [6:30 PM]: ::Petpetpetnuzzle::
Snowfang360 [6:31 PM]: Veeery wise words on the last one... heh...
StarIess Dragon [6:34 PM]: ::Grin, licks:: Sorry, I don't really know what to tell you. Some families just get alone a lot better then others...your sister's a bitch, it sounds like. ::Nuzzles and licks:: Just have to do your best not to let her bother you either, I'm sure she loves you, just doesn't do a good job of showing it, cause she's naturally bitchy.
Snowfang360 [6:36 PM]: I want to move on from the subject of my sister for now....
StarIess Dragon [6:37 PM]: Then by all means, do so!
Snowfang360 [6:40 PM]: Alright... Something new just popped into my head... You'd think with how shitty my life is and what a sad-sap rant I'm going on, I'd be an awesome songwriter. Sining about the time my sister pushed me onto the woodstove as a childen, causing my to severly burn half of my face and having to go to te hospital. THe time my dad left us for a year, and we had to move back up to New York to live with my grandparents so we didn't starve to death. The time I had to miss my big chance to tell this guy how I felt
StarIess Dragon [6:42 PM]: ::Nod, rubs on her back while she's talking::
Snowfang360 [6:44 PM]: about him like a planned to, but that was ruined when my mum sister and I had to go to New York for two weeks to avoid my dad who was abusing my mom again and then my former friend took advantage of that and stole my plan and the guy I liked. When my mom walked in on one of my rare moments of cutting myself, "Mom..." "Brianna... What are you doing?" "Nothing..." "What's that?" "A pair of sissors." "For what?" "School project." "Oh, okay." The time my sister made me eat posoin snake berries even though I
Snowfang360 [6:47 PM]: didn't want to and I got sent to the hospital. I had to drink liquid charcoal to get the posoin of my system then had my stomach pumped. My great-grandmother gave me a stuffed animal while I had to drink the charcoal, it was quite dear to me. Alyssa gave it to the dog, who promptly ripped it to shreds. We had to put that dog to sleep a year or so later because he attacked my sister and her friend. Coincidence? I think not. Karma? Pretty much, yeah.
StarIess Dragon [6:49 PM]: Eeew, that berry thing sounds really nasty ::Pets and huggles:: Sorry about all that shirrt stuff. Hehe well sounds liek your sis got what she deserved in that case! So maybe you can rest assured that she'll get what she deserves for everything else too! Yay Karma! And you'll get really good happy stuff!
Snowfang360 [6:50 PM]: I used to have pokemon cards when I was little and in my tomboy stage.. I had a charizard, if I recall the right name, a super rare card that I just loved to show around and gloat to my friends becuase I had it. My sister took that and several other cards and ripped them to shreds, I was devastated. I'm not going to go into other things she destroyed of mine, it'd take to long...
Snowfang360 [6:50 PM]: Well... I've been waiting quite awhile for that happy good thing to happen.
StarIess Dragon [6:51 PM]: Yeah, she's gonna get something nasty eventually. That's the thing with Karma, sometimes it takes a REALLY long time, but it's always worth it. ::Hugglesqueeze::
Snowfang360 [6:53 PM]: I used to have this cat, Sakura, I loved her so much. We took her in as a stray, when she had just delivered kittens, three days old. She was my cat and mine alone, because she would only let my pet her and only let me pick her up. My dad let her outside one day... Made no attempt to catch her. I looked for her everywhere and put up posters. Walking down the main road, I saw something. Going closer, I relized what it was. It was Sukara. I still blame him for it, I know I shouldn't, but I do. We still have
StarIess Dragon [6:54 PM]: ::nodnod:: Well, blaming him is fair since he let the cat out, but he didn't mean for that to happen either, so maybe not blame him so badly? It's a tough situation.
Snowfang360 [6:57 PM]: one of her kittens, Viktor. One day, Viktor snuck outside as he usually does. My dad was drunk, as he usually is. He picked up the cat kennel and threw it at my mom after she couldn't catch him. It hit her only inches away from her temple, and if it had hit there, she could've died from blood loss. So my mom comes running upstairs and my sister and I peak out of our rooms, hearing the commotion. So goes to us, "Lock your door, Brianna, lock your door Alyssa." I can't remember her exact words. My dad comes
StarIess Dragon [6:58 PM]: Damn, nasty!
Snowfang360 [7:01 PM]: up the stairs, my mom treating the large gash on her head. He breaks down both our doors ordering us to get outside and get the cat. My sister goes out, but I'm scared stiff. He grabbed me by my arm, slapped me across the face and shoves me towards the stairs. Long story shorter, we got Viktor inside and my dad had to spend two days in prison. It was possibly the most traumatizing experience of my life. Not becuase I was scarred stiff, but because I actually saw what my dad did to my mom. I know he's hit
StarIess Dragon [7:02 PM]: THat's really horrible! I think your dad should have been in prison a whole lot longer, but I hope he doesn't do anything else to deserve going back. ::Nuzzlelicklickhugglesqueeze::
StarIess Dragon [7:03 PM]: I gotta go eat now, so I hope getting some of this off your chest has helped at least, and if I don't see ya later, I hope you have a great night and a great day tomorrow, and feel much better!
If you made it all the way through that, I contradulate you. I'd just like to say thanks to Dragon. You dunno how much better this whole thing made me feel. I'm still pissed and my father and sister, and I don't think I'll ever stop hating them, but I have a whole new perspective on my mom. Sure, she may be a bitch and I may have to take care of her on the weekends, but she's still my mom I guess... I dunno... |
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| 11:42pm 23/10/2004 |
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mood: Cynical... wooo... music: Audio Slave
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So me and Kelala raid a Catholic chat room yelling "Satan rules!" and trying to annoy the hell outta teh stuuuupid catholics. Man, do I hate Catholics... Anyways, some dude caught my sn and IMed me and started asking me stuff, I lost that part, but I have the rest! xD
Ndlspaul [12:33 AM]: where do you live?
Snowfang360 [12:33 AM]: Bumfuck egypt
Ndlspaul [12:35 AM]: lets try another question... how old are you?
Snowfang360 [12:35 AM]: 18.... thousand years old
Ndlspaul [12:36 AM]: really 18? you sound more mature
Snowfang360 [12:36 AM]: Well yeah, I'm teh clit commander
Ndlspaul [12:37 AM]: what?
Snowfang360 [12:37 AM]: yo momma
Ndlspaul [12:37 AM]: your funny
Snowfang360 [12:37 AM]: Tractors..... yesh
Ndlspaul [12:38 AM]: are you pretty?
Ndlspaul [12:39 AM]: where do you live?
Snowfang360 [12:39 AM]: Bumfuck egypt, dumbass
Snowfang360 [12:39 AM]: You asked this one!
Ndlspaul [12:40 AM]: you think your pretty funny dont you?
Snowfang360 [12:40 AM]: No, not reallt
Snowfang360 [12:40 AM]: really**
Ndlspaul [12:41 AM]: thats good
Ndlspaul [12:38 AM]: are you pretty?
Ndlspaul [12:39 AM]: where do you live?
Snowfang360 [12:39 AM]: Bumfuck egypt, dumbass
Snowfang360 [12:39 AM]: You asked this one!
Ndlspaul [12:40 AM]: you think your pretty funny dont you?
Snowfang360 [12:40 AM]: No, not reallt
Snowfang360 [12:40 AM]: really**
Ndlspaul [12:41 AM]: thats good
Snowfang360 [12:43 AM]: Sure it is
Snowfang360 [12:43 AM]: just like teh machine guns
Ndlspaul [12:43 AM]: ok
Ndlspaul [12:44 AM]: what are you wearing?
Snowfang360 [12:45 AM]: Do you reeeeally wanna know?
Ndlspaul [12:45 AM]: ya
Snowfang360 [12:46 AM]: Really really... really?
Ndlspaul [12:46 AM]: that depends
Snowfang360 [12:46 AM]: Adult diapers?
Snowfang360 [12:46 AM]: *blink blink*
Ndlspaul [12:47 AM]: you are a strange one
Ndlspaul [12:47 AM]: are you sexy
Snowfang360 [12:48 AM]: hellz yeah... maybe
Ndlspaul [12:49 AM]: cool
Ndlspaul [12:49 AM]: want to get naked?
Snowfang360 [12:50 AM]: I'll pass
Snowfang360 [12:50 AM]: Kinda sad, though..
Snowfang360 [12:50 AM]: that you have to ask girls to get naked... online
Ndlspaul [12:50 AM]: i dont but this conversation was annoying me
Snowfang360 [12:50 AM]: My job is done then
Ndlspaul [12:51 AM]: who is the real loser
Snowfang360 [12:51 AM]: Yo momma?
Ndlspaul [12:51 AM]: ask yourself that
Snowfang360 [12:51 AM]: just did.. yup
Ndlspaul [12:51 AM]: at least i am trying to have an intelligent conversation
Ndlspaul [12:52 AM]: getting people naked is boring, its getting the right one naked that i am going for
Snowfang360 [12:53 AM]: Suuure
Snowfang360 [12:53 AM]: And it's prolly not going to be online, buddy
Ndlspaul [12:53 AM]: you act like you are so smart but you are not
Snowfang360 [12:54 AM]: I know I'm not
Ndlspaul [12:54 AM]: if i wanted to try to get someone naked it would have been in my hometown
Ndlspaul [12:55 AM]: it would be stupid anywhere else, true
Ndlspaul [12:55 AM]: i am just trying to meet cool people
Ndlspaul [12:56 AM]: so when someone tells me they live in egypt, i try to be as stuoid as them
Snowfang360 [12:57 AM]: Bumfuck... xD
Ndlspaul [12:57 AM]: stupid**
Ndlspaul [12:57 AM]: so are you naked?
Snowfang360 [12:58 AM]: hell no, loser
Ndlspaul [12:58 AM]: lol
Snowfang360 [12:58 AM]: my cat was playin in the yard today
yeah, diiirteh... pussy
Snowfang360 [12:58 AM]: justa friendly little cat, a friendly little cat
Ndlspaul [12:58 AM]: you wouldnt call me loser, if you met me
Snowfang360 [12:58 AM]: my cat got caught in the freezer today, yeah
Snowfang360 [12:59 AM]: Yeah... I would. And you interuptted the song, dammit!
Ndlspaul [12:59 AM]: but you would want to get naked
Ndlspaul [12:59 AM]: im sure its great
Ndlspaul [12:59 AM]: loser
Snowfang360 [1:00 AM]: Yeah...
Snowfang360 [1:00 AM]: Bong water
Ndlspaul [1:00 AM]: i cant believe you are still talking
Snowfang360 [1:00 AM]: Believe it
Snowfang360 [1:00 AM]: 'cause... I am... and stuff
Ndlspaul [1:01 AM]: i thought i was a loser
Snowfang360 [1:01 AM]: You are
Ndlspaul [1:01 AM]: you like chatting with losers
Snowfang360 [1:01 AM]: Sure I do
Ndlspaul [1:02 AM]: so what are you a winner?
Snowfang360 [1:02 AM]: Yeah... I won a monkey
Ndlspaul [1:02 AM]: you are a monkey
Snowfang360 [1:02 AM]: Nope
Ndlspaul [1:02 AM]: are you sure
Snowfang360 [1:03 AM]: I'm a werewolf. And a vampire. And a were...pire
Ndlspaul [1:03 AM]: cool
Ndlspaul [1:04 AM]: so why are you in catholic singles chat room
Snowfang360 [1:04 AM]: 'cause i'm fucktarded... yesh
Ndlspaul [1:04 AM]: your something else
Snowfang360 [1:04 AM]: Another dimeeeeension..and shit
Ndlspaul [1:05 AM]: you are making me laugh though
Ndlspaul [1:05 AM]: i have no idea why
Snowfang360 [1:05 AM]: Cuase I'm teh shizz, dammit
Ndlspaul [1:06 AM]: ok
Ndlspaul [1:06 AM]: do you have boyfriend?
Snowfang360 [1:07 AM]: perhaps
Snowfang360 [1:07 AM]: But I think he turned into a fly..
Snowfang360 [1:07 AM]: dunno..
Ndlspaul [1:07 AM]: poor guy
Snowfang360 [1:08 AM]: yup
Ndlspaul [1:08 AM]: you have some imagination
Snowfang360 [1:08 AM]: yup
Snowfang360 [1:08 AM]: ... yup
Ndlspaul [1:08 AM]: let me ask you a question
Snowfang360 [1:09 AM]: questions are good... but answers are the dark side >>
Ndlspaul [1:09 AM]: be serious
Snowfang360 [1:09 AM]: I aaaaam
Ndlspaul [1:09 AM]: do you think internet is good place to meet people?
Snowfang360 [1:10 AM]: Nope
Snowfang360 [1:10 AM]: Unless..
Ndlspaul [1:10 AM]: what
Snowfang360 [1:10 AM]: youre looking for a 44 year old hairy dude from kansas
Snowfang360 [1:10 AM]: You can find alot of those bastards
Ndlspaul [1:11 AM]: there are pretty girls online too though
Snowfang360 [1:11 AM]: and hairy guys... yesh
Snowfang360 [1:11 AM]: And... you..
Snowfang360 [1:11 AM]: yeah...
Ndlspaul [1:11 AM]: im not hairy or 44
Ndlspaul [1:12 AM]: all my girlfriends have been beautifull
Snowfang360 [1:12 AM]: Didn't say you were
Snowfang360 [1:12 AM]: Then why'd they dump you?
Ndlspaul [1:12 AM]: but i am looking for more than beauty outside
Ndlspaul [1:13 AM]: why does anyone dump anyone
Ndlspaul [1:13 AM]: people get tired of each other
Ndlspaul [1:13 AM]: unless they were meant for each other
Ndlspaul [1:14 AM]: so i am looking
Snowfang360 [1:14 AM]: Alirhgt... *blink*
Ndlspaul [1:15 AM]: one day you will understand this
Snowfang360 [1:15 AM]: I do.
Ndlspaul [1:15 AM]: sure
Snowfang360 [1:16 AM]: yup
Ndlspaul [1:16 AM]: so i guess i am a loser in that respect
Ndlspaul [1:16 AM]: you are a genius
Ndlspaul [1:16 AM]: lol
Snowfang360 [1:16 AM]: Ohh.. fo shizzle
Ndlspaul [1:17 AM]: i know this is going to be heartbreaking for you... but i got to go now
Snowfang360 [1:18 AM]: Yeah... really heart broken |
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| 07:31pm 20/10/2004 |
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mood:  Newspapers... *twitch* music: Franz Ferninad(I know I spelled that wrong..) -- Take me out
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Yeah... so... I haven't updated in forever... yay. The reason is because I was grounded from the computer for shit I had NO control over! I hate it when my parents to do that! And so, this re-kindled anger lead me to punch the wall... as usual. So I'm punching away, no big deal, and suddenly my hand just starts hurting to no end! I guess I punched the damn wall wrong, 'cuase I broke blood vessel near my knuckle. So now, I can't punch anything since my right fist is super-sensitive now and I can't even hit hard with my left... more-a-less actually land a hit. So now I'm left with only my legs to take out my anger on others. *dramatic sigh* Poor me!
http://ic1.deviantart.com/fs5/f/2004/289/0/7/snake_fish.swf Hours, upon hours of pure entertainment! I dunno why... it just is. |
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| Flame on you, crazy lady who feeds me |
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| 07:47pm 11/10/2004 |
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mood: Pissed music: Fukai Mori...yeah, I'ma anime dork
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Why is it that everytime I draw something, I have to wait fucking forever untill I can get it online and by then it's outdaed and I hate it?! I know the answer to this one! It's becuase my mum is a fucking bitch. That and my scanner shit the bed. So, I now /rely/ on her to scan my pics /and/ send them to me. But she's a fucking 'tard and can't get the sending part right. Dammit... Dammit dammit dammit. Add dammit again. And yes, this post is just gonna be a string of hate and curse words.
Anywho... I wanna talk about some other shit now. I went to see Team America on Saturday and it's funny as hell. You can defiantly tell it was done by the dudes that made south park.
Anypickle.. I'm getting kicked off by my fucktard sister.
~Later Cowboy |
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| 03:31am 10/10/2004 |
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mood:  Rawr music: none... chew on that
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Welcome, mofos, to my first journal entry. I bet you're so fucking excited right now. I know I am. I think I just pissed myself.
I am *wild hand gestures* that wench Zeru. Don't ya love me? Yeah, I did have sugar. Live with it. ^^ *waves around plastic pirate swrod* Now, I feel it's my sudden responsibility to give little profile of myself, so sit down, shut up, and... shut up.
I was born in Zimbabwe to a jackal and your moma. I grew up in a nest made of yarn and lace, living off of generic smilies. At age five, I attempted to fly and hit the ground, thus resulting in fox ears. Days after the fall, I learned how to fly. I already forgot again. At age eight, I was captured by the giant chinchilla bum-fucks of Uraguay, and was forced to dance the forbidden hokey pokey. I still have chain scars on my tail that doesn't exist. When I started fourth grade, I was living in Alaska, home of the glow-stick pants, and my brains froze, causing a slight concusion. In year 3036, I still exist. When I was twelve, I joined the Ice Capades under the alias of Lucy L. guauifugisafgijldajklda. Sush, it'sa secret. I can kick your dandy ass. I was abducted by anal-probing aliens for two years, my ass still bleeds from that. I'm adopted, I just don't know it yet.
Yup. That load of bs is my life story. ^_^ |
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